Eid Mubarak.

Eid Mubarak. Hari Raya Aidilfitri. It is just around the corner. When raya is near, so is the exams. Boo. But anyhow, let's not that spoil our mood. We can get through our exams if we put some effort into it, yes? Just because last minutes are done we can't to it at all, no. Let's just pray, hope and work for it :)

Like UK Student said, "panic bout Olvl?wanna get a scholar?then get ur small arse n study...!stop wasting ur parent's money!"

In this post I would like to wish all my Muslim cousins where ever they may be, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin. Forgive my wrong doings, I know I've been a pain one way or another. A pain in the arse. Don't try to deny it. All the bad that happened to me in the past, I've let it go. Except for some, these matters involved too much heartache. Sheesh.

To the form5's, goodluck for the O'levels. Strive for the best and beat the rest. We can do it. There can be miracles, when you believe :)

btw, aku open house 3rd October :D to those who knows my address, do stop by if there are no obstacles on your way :)

What A Night.

Tonight is one heck of a night. I’ve been doing some thinking and again, reminiscing. Let me tell you how my day went :)

My plan today was to go to Bee’s house with Jee; study group. Before I went there I picked up Jee in Tungku and went to Lambak. On the way, Jee was filling in the form. Bumpy ride too if you ask me :/ We fetched Bee for a while and went to IGS in Kiulap, because we are going to join the Explore Venture conducted by them somewhere in November and we need to hand in the form. We reached Kiulap, form filled except for our group name and we left the pen in the car :/ so we wandered around to find this IGS place and found it empty. So Jee called one of the persons in charged. To our dismay, she told Jee that they’ll only re-open when school re-opens. Pfft. All that for nothing. Jee wasn’t fasting so she kept on swearing about that girl :P so we decided to wander again and at the same time think of our group name. We then went into this shop selling mostly DVDs, one of them were “Party for Four.” It somehow caught their eyes. Since the team only consisted of four people so we decide to name ourselves “Party for Four” :) then we got “lost” because my driver only dropped us off and we didn’t know where to look for him. So we went to Hua Ho and exit to the back and waited. The funny thing is we didn’t actually see my driver when we entered Hua Ho, the car was what palak-palak udah dapan mata and yet we did not see it! Heh.

After Hua Ho, we looked for si Zizul’s house for Jee. Bee said that his house had slopes. Haha. We did find his house but didn’t get out of the car, just passing through :P and off we went back to Bee’s house.

At her house, Jee was hungry *di kerita udah tu banarnya.* and fixed herself instant noodles while I read New Moon in Bee’s kitchen. After that we went on doing our homeworks; ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS and Nana MATHS. Yes and yet I didn’t manage to complete everything! Tough luck. We all gave up by 5+ and went outside. We were actually told to shoo the fly out but instead WE were the ones out :P again, what did we do? Vaining~ it’s a must :) it was cool.

Then sungkai came. I ate a lot. Ohh I noticed that aku banyak meratah, yes. I couldn’t stop myself. Jee was full early because she had eaten already. Haha. Bee kept saying “bah makan lagi. Si jiah ani inda dapat dibawa buffet, parut damit :P” we also mixed drinks; porrenge *idk the spelling beeee*, bandung, coke zero, 100+ and Ribenna. Then I was full :D

After sungkai we went outside and I said “aku mau main badil” because the neighbours were already lighting up theirs. So we went to this shop on foot cause it’s not that far, just across the road up front. This was when the “paranoid” moment occurred.

Upon reaching the shop there was this car filled with 3 dudes *as what Bee said* and you know how SOME guys can be when they see girls around. I hated it. We didn’t bother cause we thought that it would pass. Then again, they followed us inside. We tried to hide ourselves but they didn’t seem to understand the words “go away.” F.ck them! We went out of the shop and they were still there inside the car. They tailed us home for God sake. We hadn’t actually reached Bee’s house yet though, we hid around her neighbors’ houses until they went away. It took them a while. They settled at one of the houses near-by. We were freaking out. Seriously. We could pass them and make a run for it, but they were using a car and could’ve easily caught us. Then we decided to go back to the shop and went the long way across, so that they could not see us. But fortunately, before we did, they LEFT!
Atu laju kami belusir! It was a good exercise though for the venture :P haha. What happened wasn’t pleasant. When we got home we told the others about what had happened and it wasn’t the first time that something like this has happened. To remove that memory, we played the badil we bought (badil macis) :D

Jee then called Zizul and told him about what had happened while we played. IT WAS LOUD, the badil I mean. It was also my first time playing that kind of badil. Not long afterwards, our boom was joined by three other booms from the house in front, the left and the right. We even made a video :) and that video ended when si uncle came to fetch me and Jee. And that was our night :) most of me and Jee’s journey home was silent, too tired I guess. That is all. At home they were busy decorating, repairing and cleaning the household.

The Same Moment.

I am here in front of the lappy transferring pictures from my phone, pen drive and digital cam. I decided to open of the folders in “My Documents” which were “My Received Files” which consisted mostly of MSN history. My eye caught this one name, he who we know as SD. Haha. I rarely talk to this guy anymore and seeing his name made me wanting to open the file, so I did. Haiyy. I somehow regretted. It was about this event that happened to me days before 2007’s Eid Mubarak. Similar as today, the time I mean. I wasn’t a happy memory but I was over it by now. In that convo, he asked me about what had happened between me and his bestfriend, that’s all. During those times, too, I was also comforted by this bestfriend’s cousin who similar to SD I hadn’t talke to for ages. Why do I combine these two is because both of them said to me “we’re still friends right?” sad sad sad. Of course we were… And the cousin made me feel a little better by saying “we care for you” and kept siding with me instead of him despite what had happened was between me and one of his closest cousins. I guess the reason for him to still be in close contact with me was because of my cousin, he was head over heels for her even though he knew that he could never have her. She never wanted to. But honestly, I think it could happen someday. I miss him. From the way he talked in msn, his words I mean, when I read it back reminded me of Jacob Black :) haha. Even though after all these time I thought Ashrie was like Jacob :P antah. Sometimes you know thigs but you can’t really put them in words. Yeah. So this was about this dude, who I never believed to have accepted my request. Nowadays he’s just like any other guy in that school, I don’t believe that he used to be one of them :) haha.

Happy Birthday,Adlan!!!

cross country 2008

Mohd Adlan Mursyid,Happy 17th Birthday!!!

adlan, you're the best!!!!!!!!!

be happy, 'girlfriend'!!!!hahaha

you're always there for me, for us and i thank you!!! you know we love you!!!!!! again;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,ADLAN!!!

lots of love,

Siti Nur 'Atiqah Hj Zulkifli

only slept for three hours...telorss.. i was so tired masa chem extra class!!!there wasn't much studying going on..hee,nina ada wah,and we talked and talked. -'nina,i love you the most!'- teacher pun busy,and there were only 5 of us yg datang,yg lain entah ke mana...

in the car on my way back home from extra class, i already planned how i'm gonna study today, but big surprise,inda jua jadii...i don't have the mood wah,mcm nada semangat ku kan belajar,that is bad!!!!!!

bila o level kan?????!! mati kali!! aku blum blajar!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! people are already talking about next year,about scholarships and moving,myself included...panic ku eh...

hehs.ok.tukar topic.mun ckp lg pasal exam,mikin tia ku mental kali
i am now restraining myself from swearing/cursing dan yg seerti dengannya.hahaha.i am trying.but,it's sooooooooooo haaaaaaard!!!!!! ***********************************************************

haha.i'll fail anyway.like i can NOT CURSE.apakan?? i do not understand my own post.
tata.aku kan belajar.(translation=i'm only thinking of studying but *yawns* heee)
p/s: alex pettyfer,kau hot!

giran

zzzzz

Alex Pettyfer

HOT!!!!

giran

Rupert Grint.

Rupert Grint is one of the three main stars of the Harry Potter films. He plays the role of Harry Potter's best friend Ron Weasley. Rupert Grint was born Rupert Alexander Lloyd Grint on August 24, 1988 in Hertfordshire, England. He is the oldest of five children and has one brother and three sisters.

Rupert's first acting experiences came from school plays and local theatre groups. Rupert Grint was already a huge Harry Potter fan when he heard about the chance to try out for the role of Ron Weasley. Rupert Grint came up with a funny a creative video of himself parodying a teacher he disliked and using hip hop lyrics he wrote and then sent it in to the casting call. His video stood out from the crowd and Rupert was asked to audition for the role of Ron in the first Harry Potter film. His success in the role won the hearts of fans and producers securing Rupert Grint's role playing Ron Weasley for the future Harry Potter films.

The success of the first Harry Potter film also brought another film opportunity. This was the comedy film Thunderpants where he played the role of Alan A. Allen. Rupert Grint also stared in the 2006 film Driving Lessons with Julie Walters who plays his mother in the Harry Potter films.

Besides performing on screen Rupert Grint has done some voice over work. These roles include a BBC documentary where he was the voice of Peter Pan and a BBC Radio 4 series called Baggy Trousers where he voiced the role of Nigel Molesworth.

Filming the second Harry Potter movie, "Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets" presented a particular challenge to Rupert. In this film Rupert has to face a giant spider something he found difficult because of his extreme real life spider phobia.

Prior to filming the third Harry Potter movie Prisoner of Azkaban director Alfonso Curon asked each of the starring children to write an essay describing their character. However Rupert forgot to do this assignment and is quoted as saying "that's what Ron would have done."

he is soooo hawt! :P seriously. i've been watching Harry Potter Movies this holidays. can't stop admiring him, Rupert :) it's been him since the first movie. yes. haha.

Our Japanese Names.

Take each letter of your name and substitute it with the japanese sound to the right of the letter. Names might be kinda long...
A - ka
B - zu
C - mi
D - te
E - ku
F - lu
G - ji
H - ri
I - ki
J - zu
K - me
L - ta
M - rin
N - to
O - mo
P - no
Q - ke
R - shi
S - ari
T - chi
U - do
V - ru
W - mei
X - na
Y - fu
Z - zi

Sungkai at Zee's.

Today, we family decided to conduct the breaking of the fast at our place :) wee~ last2 ada jua. haha. So again, pictures ;p si baby jeerah was sick :S ammar and izaah didn't come :/ boo. apakan. atleast so others did :) thank you. it was the bomb.

p/s: Team Philippines won the My School Rocks HSM thingy :) I was rooting for Singapore and Taiwan actually. Anyways~

HNR<33

We five; ikah. nana. biah. jiah. azie.
huhu. uglehh faces :P
smile geng :D
the hajis. gmin. gmid. gdy. haha abis pulang dah doa time atu :P
metal glass:D ehh metal and glass? yeah. raggat yaw!
ikah. me. jee.
toys and yet they look real ;D

D.O.G. *my D was inverted. HAHA.
laptop and video cam. nyehh~
me and eboy. *it's been a while since i've last seen this kid. haha. arah ngangah and uda mana ya ada.

hady and mirah. tinggi tu ah.
jee and zee with turtle and Lucas the lion :D
bee and zee :D

bee and mimin. *nada papa ni ahh :P
jimah and hamid :D
ikah and nana :D

mitch and adek kidah :D
ibah and adek radiah :D
azie and k-my :D

bee and zee. bee lebar and zee panjang. jee? umm katanya bujur :P wawa.
anisah and kaka jimah :D

Detestation.

Today.. I don't know. I thought about something that I should've left behind the moment he did.

Something is bugging me. You. I mean you have Fadii and yet you're still being too overly friendly with this girl. People might misinterpret. Wait, some HAVE misinterpret. Boohoo.

It's not really decent to talk about this girl's thigh you know. Pervert much. I know she's cute and hot even but dude, girlfriend~ I know you'll say to her "kau jua gfku. manadaku suka bini2 lain. kau ganya ku sayang sorang", if she happened to do what I did :P

That's what happened between you and me. I thought I was being too emotional and overly jealous. But turned out there's someone who get's it. Hee. But why do I even bother. Because I haven't let you go 100% yet! It's hard... I don't like you anymore though. Just difficulty in letting go.

I trust this girl because she's really into this guy. Sorry it's not you :P The dude is one of the people who misunderstood you and her friendliness. See? He even felt guilty towards you because he thought that he was taking her from you. Mann. That time he didn't know you had Fadii. She adores him and he adores her. And you should stick to one. Haha. Treat someone a little less than you should.

Just don't do what you did to me to Fadii. She's a nice girl and I was wrong before. But in case history did repeat itself, I'm not going to stay put. If she wasn't a long-time friend, I won't give a damn. Heh.

I kinda have this evil thought. I'm not sure whether I like to see you and Fadii still together or going your separate ways. 50-50. Because if you're together for a longer time than 6 months, I'll feel beaten. Seriously, it wasn't overall my fault dammit. And I NEVER wanted to be let go of. I'm still wondering actually what was your reason of letting go. You never told me your solid reason. Heh anyways. But then if you guys separate, you'll go wandering elsewhere which is even worse :/ that's life.

All's well that ends well. Err something like that. I just wanted to speak out my mind, no hard feelings :)

Down Memory Lane.

*yes pek. never let those moments slip away. sigh.

cherish the moments you have with the ones still there before you regret anything (:

bee. zee. jee. dul. *pantai telisai.

hady. jimah. miyah. mimin. hamid. *the hajis and hajahs.
ka azie and eboy :)
spot the similarity? haha. only diff is that si bng mit (next to jee) my mom's side :)
me loves :D
me and k-mel.
ka jimah. anisah. humairah. *belakang is ngangah and babu nurul :)

time k-mel kan ke UK, err 2005.
incomplete, nada ikah :/ ia scout.
HAKIIIIIIIM :( kaziemissyou. well ia nda plg biasa ngan aku ;p but you'll be in Australia for, what, 3years?
k-dah. k-rah. k-mel.
candid. *k-mel nikah.

we cousins and ka afsah in black :)
k-dah and si abg g-nul *macam Irwansyah nda mua bng g-nul ah?
keluarga bahagia1 :D keluarga bahagia2 :P
arah pelamin.

me and didi.
(8) under my umbrella ella ella~ it was very wet!
k-dah and zee.

ka afsah and si bang boy ;D

bee. nana. jee. fina. zee. *fina is just jee's friend but she's too like a cousin, kan fin :)

le dudes. mimin. ijan. apis.
le dudettes. ibah. adek kidah. alai.
thanks loves pasal dangani aku that time :)
baby jeeeeraah and ka jimah :P

mom's side. awu ramai dudes.
dad's side. haha.
min. nini. zie.
mitch. nini. wan.
aku kelawahan poster ahh :P

jimu ji dandam :D
ammar and adul.
anisah and me.
at dybe's but that time she was busy.