Tagged by Kym :)

1. Are you in currently in a relationship?

- no.

2. What was your dream growing up?

- being a doctor.

3. What talent do you wish you had?

- athletics.

4. If i brought you a drink, what would it be?

- coke light.

5. Favourite vegetable?

- brocolli.

6. What was the last book you read?

- idr.

7. What zodiac sign are you?

- cancer.

8. Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.

- piercings, one on each ear.

9. Worst habit?

- sort temper.

10. If you saw me walking down the street, would you offer me a ride?

- maybe. maybe not.

11. What is your favourite sport?

- netball.

12. Do you have a pessimist or optimistic attitude?

- err both?

13. What you you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

- i think i'll just stay in the far corner if the elevator.

14. Tell me one weird fact about you.

- i have this colour combo habit.

15. Worst thing to ever happen to you.

- losing my nini mama. i was 3 back then and i knew what eath was that day.. how i wish she was here today..

16. Do you have any pets?

- a cat.

17. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?

- let you in maybe.

18. What was your first impression of me?

- ganas.

19. Do you think clowns cute or scary?

- neither. they're just colourful.

20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

- my height, my legs.

21. Would you be my crime partner or conscience?

- haha.

22. What color eyes do you have?

- dark brown.

23. Ever been arrested?

- noooo.

24. Bottle or can soda?

- bottle.

25. If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

- SHOPPING. imma girl~

26. Favourite band to listen to when youre mad?

- paramore.

27. Whats your favourite place to hang out?

- canteen and my bedroom.

28. Favourite thing to do in your spare time?

- listening to music.

29. Do you swear alot?

- depends.

30. Biggest pet peeve.

- dont know.

31. In one word, how would you describe yourself?

- shawtayy.

32. Do you believe/appreciate romance?

- yeah.

33. Favourite and least favourite food.

- favourite ; Italian.

least favourite ; onions.

34. Tag 5 people to do this.

- nana.

- tiqah.

- fateen.

- liyana.

- kapek.

Tiqah Zul ♥

HAPPY 4¼ 17TH BIRTHDAY TO

TIQAH ZUL ♥

I think I've said enough in the card :) As a friend, I want you to make your dreams come true and be happy when they do. You're the kind who always think of others especially your friends way before yourself, because if they're happy then you're happy.

Think about yourself too once in a while, please Tiqah? (:

We like to tease you because you're too gullible :P but that doesn't mean we can't be serious with you. Haha. It's been fun being around you. I don't know how my life would be if you weren't a friend of mine.

And here are 6 reasons why (aku tepikir ani saja for now :P);

* no one will call me kajeh :P
* Mimin and Fiqah won’t come to be that easily.
* I won’t have a Laksamana buddy when there’s any house meetings.
* I won’t have a stamina buddy :)
* I won’t have a close friend who adores pink like I do.
* I wouldn’t have started reading Twilight Saga if it wasn’t for you :)

Lots of love;

Kajehh ♥

Crosscountry ♥

Finally!

After 6 years of being an Ms-ian, Laksamana finally won the crosscountry and thanks mostly to the juniors :)

Winners of Year 7&8 for both male and female, MB3&MA4 male and MA5 Pu1&2 female were ALL Laksamana-ians :D

Sudah nada Sofian belari, manang tia. Pfft.

We weren't actually allowed to toss the winning house's captain into the pond this year but what the hey, they threw him anyways (y). Gman was the first to get wet! HAHA. He was our co. male captain. He actually ran to prevent himself from getting tossed in. Then Kwang :D

The UIC threw almost every member in so it was cool. Seng got away, haha buyukkkkk.

They were;

Gman. Kwang. Riza. Al Hafiz. Afiq. Fatin Zakiyyan. Chin Kai. Haziq. Ehsan. Izzat. Amir. Syafiq. Hj Faizul. Azman. Wafeeq. Azim. Najib. Edmond. Others lupaku x)

It was an amazing day, really.

Gman got 2nd. Congrats buii. Last year he got 7th so it's a good improvement.

Too bad I don't have any pictures to post here during the crosscountry. If I get hold of any, I'll post them aite.

p/s: next year will be our batch's year. let's make it as memorable as possible. it'll be our last year there :)

Lastly;

We are the B.E.S.T. best

Among the R.E.S.T. rest

We are the best among the rest

We are the B.E.S.T. best

LAKSAMANAAAAA ♥

Kwang with the Laksamana flag.

pong. yunn. dal. effie.

Them Laksamana-ians ♥

from above.
We won ♥

Send Me an Angel.

The wise man said just walk this way

To the dawn of the light

The wind will blow into your face

As the years pass you by

Hear this voice from deep inside

Its the call of your heart

Close your eyes and your will find

The passage out of the dark

Here I am

Will you send me an angel

Here I am

In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just find your place

In the eye of the storm

Seek the roses along the way

Just beware of the thorns

Here I am

Will you send me an angel

Here I am

In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just raise your hand

And reach out for the spell

Find the door to the promised land

Just believe in yourself

Hear this voice from deep inside

Its the call of your heart

Close your eyes and your will find

The way out of the dark

Here I am

Will you send me an angel

Here I am

In the land of the morning star

Here I am

Will you send me an angel

Here I am

In the land of the morning star

-Scorpions.

27 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do.

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.

3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands always find yours .

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason .

26. Quit smoking , chewing , drinking , or drugs - just because he loves you that much to quit it.

27. He would always give you a kiss on the lips and a hug when you have to go.

Feblovary.

I guess February is just the month for new relationships. Congrats I say to you people (:

Mamduh and Fai'zun (?)

Azeem and Sarinah.

Fa'izan and 'Atiqah.

Matiin and Rabiatul Fathina *I have no clue who she is*

So yeah friends, be happy and cherish those lucky ones who accepted you for who you are and not merely by looks or status (:

All I have to say now is;

From Paris to KL :P

Cross-'bukit'!!

Lps aftern0on class td kmi training blari f0r dis Sat. event.. Hmm, Tiqah ja nada.. Ia ada class.. Mula2 tu, jln.. Limpas traffic, menyeberang jln.. Lalu jln kebgsaan, j0gged.. Hahaha.. Atupun sudah, adui.. bg mls kn mentxt.. Baru atu.. Strt msuk ke kiri, yg ada tnda 'de5 snack', atu ya.. Bnyk bukit.. Mcm nda kn tenaik wah.. Jln nya g biut2 tu.. Mun straight baik jua.. Heh!

Juni0r oh Juni0r! ;)

Hey, guys! Ain's here :) apadaa? Hahaha.. Hmm, apada bnr ahh?? Arini ada pelantikan MP.. *ehem2, mcm nda phm sja.. ;p* tdi wah, msa CCA aku sorg, Zimah ajar tarian, Amal ikut brain-wave, Tiqz & Kapek nasyid.. Msa ku CCA ada tia urg ne btnya if kmi tau dh pukuln2 ane.. Aku angkat tgn lh, mun bnr nya ku nda tau. Ajarnya tia TAPI, ia mlr arahku, w/pun aku dh tau cna.. *@%#£¥@* hahaha.. Ia suruh aku cuba dpn urg, matii.. Lps ku buat ia ckp, 'lawa lawa lawa..' kwn nya yg damit tu ktwa2, ikut2n th jua.. heyy, aku ne seni0rnya x ahh..- bullieh?? ;p

Inner Me...

It's been so long~
I haven't post anything yet.. (Akon's style)

hahaha

BTW,

urghhhhh...
aku sasak dis girl..
I dont want to mention her name BUT
Iwill.....
namanya FAN NO.1...
kalau mau tau siapa urgnya,
liat arah blog si AMBUK SUSHI...
baca cboxnya...
aku pun inda tau siapa...

this ALIEN(fan no.1) said;
"Hey...
I LIKE YOU...
BUT..
I dont like the girl who always with you...
is she your gf???
I HOPE NOT...
:)"

innocent much!!!!
ada smiley face lagi tu...
BI**H......

nah,
menyumpah ku plang...
sorry people..

THEN.....

aku reply lah...
I said;
" R U talking bout me???
If yes,
I don't mind...
& thanks
cos terus terang ahh...."


aku pun innocent lah...


urghhh (Sir Khairul's style)
heheheh :)


that's all..

To that BIG, FAT, BAD stalker,
if membaca blog kami ane,
sedar2lah diri atu ahh...

if you want si AMBUK SUSHI atu,
ambil tia...
if you like si AMBUK SUSHI atu,
suka plang...

INDA KU MELARANG...

BUT
MAKE SURE IA PUN SUKA KAU JUA...

mcm tah aku suka ia...
I mean, I do like him but as a
FRIEND saja...

FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!

You do understand the word FRIEND, ryte??????

If NOT,
check a DICTIONARY..

NO LOVE From me;
AN without LOVE

SITUASI

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
Dan aku, ku layu
Disitu

Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
Itulah impian aku

C/O
Dan bila kau menghilang
Musnah la, musnah impian
Tuk menggapai bintang
Terangi hidup ku
Ku mahu kau tahu
Engkaulah, destinasiku
Dalam ingatanku... oh oh oh...

Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
Menempuh hidup yang ku temui
Dan aku, ku tunggu... oh oh oh
Disitu

Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
Itulah impian aku

SELFISH

Lets start by correcting ya tone
Lower ya finger, don't be comin' at me
With condescending demeanors.
We both know that ya dead wrong
And what makes it worse, you don't even have the nerve
To ever say that you're sorry

You're never wrong and i'm never right and
You win all the rounds in every fight
Thats why...

Cant stay another day when you're always
Gettin your way , you just keep getting your way
You just keep getting your way (selfish)
So i decided not to get in your way
Its time to do it my way and that means
Getting away from you, ya selfish!

How is it that you can look at us and only see you
You can look at one but, never would you ever see two
You can live a lie and never be true
Its so funny now, how clearly I can see you

You're never wrong and i'm never right and
You win all the rounds in every fight
Thats why...

Cant stay another day when you're always
Gettin your way , you just keep getting your way
You just keep getting your way (selfish)
So i decided not to get in your way
Its time to do it my way and that means
Getting away from you, ya selfish!

No we don't need to talk
Ain't nothin left to say
You got everything ya want
Go ahead and have ya cake
I know what's best for me
We go our separate ways
Leaving you with everything
Even all the pain

Cant stay another day when you're always
Gettin your way , you just keep getting your way
You just keep getting your way
So i decided not to get in your way
Its time to do it my way and that means
Getting away from you, ya selfish

OVER YOU

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And then you be telling me,
I know your not alone.
ohh..

Thats why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
ohh..

Thats why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(i'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

MISERABLE AT BEST

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting, go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend that you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you but
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

JERSEY

cause jersey just got colder and
i'll have you know i'm scared to death
that everything that you had said to me was just
a lie until you left
now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
hold me up just a little bit longer
i'll be fine, i swear
i'm just gone beyond repair

let's write a song that we can dance to
cause they all wanna listen
just to know how it sounds when
i do that thing you know that i do
when i find inspiration
this is me breaking down when

jersey just got colder and
i'll have you know i'm scared to death
that everything that you had said to me was just
a lie until you left
now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
hold me up just a little bit longer
i'll be fine, i swear
i'm just gone beyond repair

let's write a song that we can sing to
and you can lead the choir
and put the hook where it hurts most
and you threw a spark that lit the candle
that set us all on fire
and sent a flame down the east coast

jersey just got colder and
i'll have you know i'm scared to death
that everything that you had said to me was just
a lie until you left
now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
hold me up just a little bit longer
i'll be fine, i swear
i'm just gone beyond repair

and i should have been your everything
i'm now at the end of my eternity
and i will sleep to have the darkest dreams
this just won't seem right to me
i close my eyes and beg for peace

jersey just got colder and...
jersey just got colder and...
jersey just got colder and...

jersey just got colder and
i'll have you know i'm scared to death
that everything that you had said to me was just
a lie until you left
now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
hold me up just a little bit longer
i'll be fine, i swear
i'm just gone beyond repair

MY LAST SERENADE

Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm (4x)
Dont be surprised
That these are my last words
My last hour of my last day
Ive taken all the sorrow
I can bear yo
And now I think I’ll turn
Turn and walk away
As wipe cause the tears are building up in my eyes
Feel like I got nothing left to love in my life
20 years of age and its time to say goodbye
Cause I don't even want to try
To make it through the night
Tell them to forget the show tonight (And I dont wanna sing)
Tell them I’ve given up alright (And it don't even mean a thing)
Make sure the headlines say (I did it for love)

Chorus
With you it all fades away,
Theres no more words to say
No more you and me,
Cause the music left with you
And now Im alone on the balcony
With no more songs to sing,
Only this last serenade
And you know I sing it for you

It wont be a lie
If I told you my life was hurt
Spring, summer, winter and fall
Tell me what to do with this fame yall
And do my songs matter at all?
Tell them to forget the video (And I dont want to dance)
Tell them I have left the city yo (And Im not coming back)
Make sure the headlines say (I did it for love )

Chorus

Anything, I’ll do anything
Please make me whole again
Youre the reason why I sing
Anything, I’ll do anything
Please make me whole again
Youre the reason why I sing


With you it all fades away,
Theres no more words to say
No more you and me,
Cause the music left with you
And now Im alone on the balcony
With no more songs to sing,
Only this last serenade
And you know I sing it for you
(Come home, Come home)

OoooOooOoooooO yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ANLOVE23

No Grudge.

I'm trying to let things go. The fo sho mofo nonsense. The two girls whom I've called names *or maybe just envied* for the past month, I've gotten over.

They are nice people. I make friends to erase any hatred I have towards GIRLS. It doesn't work for guys, sorry.

There are only two girls that I would never consider being friends with;
-the girl who called me "tangah-tangah" and my brother gambang.
-that flat bi plank.

If I was to be friends with them, it'd be a miracle.

Ohh now I'll be having two Jees and two Bees. Jee Jiah and Mr. Jee my Physics subject tutor. Bee Biah and Bee Rubee. Haha. looking for Nana and Ikah lagi ni :P Ikah is close with Ikaa's name. Apakan.

Fieka.

This is the convo between me and this other gf of my other ex. I was shocked at first with what she had to say but it all ended happily ever after :)


2/19/2009
8:47:47 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
hey there..

2/19/2009
8:47:51 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
hey

2/19/2009
8:52:12 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
jst wna ask, wat do u wnt frm us? or me?or frm him?

2/19/2009
8:52:40 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
what the hell?

2/19/2009
8:52:55 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
excuse me?

2/19/2009
8:53:20 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
err..im jst asking hre,nt pickng a fight..

2/19/2009
8:53:22 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
isn't it enough that i already told you that i've decided to forget him?

2/19/2009
8:53:37 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
you're asking and i was ansswering.

2/19/2009
8:53:46 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i'm sorry if he told you any nonsense.

2/19/2009
8:53:59 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
what made you ask that btw?

2/19/2009
8:54:46 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i apologise for any miscommunication.

2/19/2009
8:55:01 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i want nothing from neither of you.

2/19/2009
8:55:32 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
nothng..i dnt knw but y r u like staring at us?n me..

2/19/2009
8:55:49 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
aku ada buat slh kh?

2/19/2009
8:55:52 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
-___-"

2/19/2009
8:56:08 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
wasn't that the question i used to ask youmy dear?

2/19/2009
8:56:54 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
ever consider coinsidence?

2/19/2009
8:57:28 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
dats y im askng u bck, as if i've done sumthng wrng wit u..

2/19/2009
8:57:50 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
okay, this matter was settled last time..

2/19/2009
8:57:59 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
so in other words, no.

2/19/2009
8:58:22 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
what made you say i kept staring at you guys?

2/19/2009
8:58:49 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
im jst asking hre..

2/19/2009
8:59:18 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
it's already hard enough for me that he has to be in almost all of my classes, his table at the canteen is next to mine and we both wait in front of the audi time balik..

2/19/2009
8:59:28 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i'm not mad, i'm just telling you..

2/19/2009
8:59:55 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
but i do notice that you try to avoid me when i'm around.

2/19/2009
9:00:11 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
macam tadi dapan library and yesterday when i was with amir.

2/19/2009
9:00:53 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
if tne jumpa,ada kau tgur kn?

2/19/2009
9:01:24 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
finee..its my fault then..soryy..

2/19/2009
9:01:37 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
kau ada tagur kan jua?

2/19/2009
9:01:42 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
nah.. that's even

2/19/2009
9:02:03 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
aku pernah kan tagur but you kept looking away

2/19/2009
9:02:15 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
look, im not saying that this is your fault..

2/19/2009
9:02:40 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i have left him behind. that is that..

2/19/2009
9:03:11 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
the nicks, the stares and glares, are not for you guys...

2/19/2009
9:06:14 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
again i'm sorry..

2/19/2009
9:06:27 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
think what you want to think, say what you want to say.

2/19/2009
9:06:48 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
yang pasti aku bkan urg yang suka ngacau relationship urg.

2/19/2009
9:07:52 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
owkay..i thnk we shud settle dis thng, i jst wnt us 2 be friends nt enemy or watevr its col..

2/19/2009
9:08:38 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
nazzatul... the day aku gatu kau to make him happy atu, aku nada grudge arahmu okay?

2/19/2009
9:09:22 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
yea..i knw dat..

2/19/2009
9:09:28 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i'm surprised this issue about you and daus is brought up again..

2/19/2009
9:09:44 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
padahal aku nda buat apa2 arahnya

2/19/2009
9:09:47 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
tantang pun inda

2/19/2009
9:09:50 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
heh.

2/19/2009
9:10:03 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
yea i knw..dats y i say im sory hre..

2/19/2009
9:10:04 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
salah sangka kalii..

2/19/2009
9:10:41 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
nw jst chill gurl..

2/19/2009
9:10:57 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
ndaku marah deh..

2/19/2009
9:11:02 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
sory if i mke u stress, is it?

2/19/2009
9:11:10 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
nahh it's okay.

2/19/2009
9:11:22 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i have nothing against you.

2/19/2009
9:11:35 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
just that other ex and his girl.

2/19/2009
9:11:48 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
everyone of my friends are too.

2/19/2009
9:11:56 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
antah ehh..

2/19/2009
9:12:19 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
tapi gtau aku, cemana buleh kau tepikir cematu?

2/19/2009
9:12:26 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
nda, aku mau tau saja x)

2/19/2009
9:13:33 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
err..cuz enth aa..mayb kau mcm staring at me n him..ur brothr pun jua..

2/19/2009
9:14:17 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
umm aku lama dah nda nampak kamu dua together..

2/19/2009
9:15:17 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
the last time masa monday kali? nda plg lama sangat lah.

2/19/2009
9:15:25 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
masaa kau tunggu ia dapan audi.

2/19/2009
9:15:44 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i wasn't actually staring, aku mencari kerita...

2/19/2009
9:15:44 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
its nt me..ia ada choir prctice evrydy so jrg jumpa eheh

2/19/2009
9:15:54 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
kmbng 2 ia aa..

2/19/2009
9:16:15 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
haha guys

2/19/2009
9:19:08 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
so, hw ws ur life then?

2/19/2009
9:19:28 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
my lfe.. well right now okay2 lah..

2/19/2009
9:19:44 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
pokoknya nda pernah problem free.

2/19/2009
9:20:32 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
err..is dat includng ur problm wit me? ahah

2/19/2009
9:20:42 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
nahh.

2/19/2009
9:20:52 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
friends..

2/19/2009
9:21:05 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i dont have a problem with you

2/19/2009
9:21:06 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
haha

2/19/2009
9:22:23 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
knw wat ur first word tdi yg 'wat da hell' atu a bit ksr ahah

2/19/2009
9:22:56 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
if aku stress tdi, aku rep 'wat da fuck' u knw dat? :P

2/19/2009
9:23:14 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
banar jua tu.

2/19/2009
9:23:33 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
tarus2 wah with "do you have a problem with me .... "

2/19/2009
9:23:54 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
mun kau balas what the fuck pun, aku cakap "apakaaaaan? betanya juaku tu"

2/19/2009
9:23:58 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
haha

2/19/2009
9:24:55 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
ahah yea..i like dat..y dnt nanti tne try? :P ;DD

2/19/2009
9:25:05 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
jst kiddng..

2/19/2009
9:25:13 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
banaar? :P

2/19/2009
9:25:20 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
karang urg pikir tani kelaie

2/19/2009
9:25:24 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
haha yatawah

2/19/2009
9:27:30 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
if tne stress bru th..eg nya if aku tnya qstion yg nonsense..n blik2

2/19/2009
9:28:40 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
alrightt.

2/19/2009
9:29:01 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
btw, kenapa kau keluar library then masuk balik tadi?

2/19/2009
9:30:49 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
ahah cuz aku tkjut liat kau so msuk smula..cuz i thought u wna pick a fight kh?

2/19/2009
9:30:59 PM
[ Queen That Colonise His Heart ]
or sumtng else..

2/19/2009
9:31:02 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
astagaaaaa

2/19/2009
9:31:09 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
i saw my friend dalam

2/19/2009
9:31:23 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
banarnya aku mau aga adiku di kantin sal kawan2ku balik dah

2/19/2009
9:31:26 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
haha.

2/19/2009
9:31:35 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
ada kawanku gtau aku tadiwah kau masuk balik yatah

2/19/2009
9:32:02 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
dont worry i'm not the kind yang suka cari kelaie tanpa sebab

2/19/2009
9:32:28 PM
LA. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
sorang saja yang kan ku cari kelaie ani

There was more but I'd rather not post it here. Cheers :D

Clear.

I know this might not benefit any of you readers out there, but hey for the sake of adding the content in this blog :)

I've been hit with a few problems/dilemmas lately. Haha. And it's really making me confused...

one;
This kinda happened December last year. An old friend, good guy, kept hinting. Heh but I surely wasn't interested cause obviously I wasn't reciprocating and we weren't in the same race. Plus, I wouldn't want that to ruin the friendship that we had. Pfft. He is creepy in a way. He somehow falls in easily. I've shared the same situation with this friend of mine and my cousin. It wasn't me alone who he's done this to. He kept bugging me with the hope that I would feel the same way too. Sorry buii. One day, I told him I that had this new guy from PTEB named Fazirul *I hope the dude with this name doesn't really exist in PTEB =s* sooooo.. he immediately said "ohh lucky guy, and do you know that I've had feelings for you since primary 4? tahan kan aku. and promise me that you'll always be my zimah" flattered really but that was what he said to my friend, the same way. I replied, "didn't you say the same thing to Jo? and i can't promise you that cause I'm a lot of people's zimah" so he said Jo didn't take notice of him much. Like whaaaat? He last saw me during primary 4 and Jo has been classmates with him since then till primary 6. How could he say that I took notice of him more than Jo? Now it's gone, no more buggs :P but the "superpoke" thingy he gave recently in Facebook made me remember -__-"

two;
A new friend, nice guy too. I only met him once after watching Transporter 3 with my cousins. Turned out we have two friends in common because I saw him firstly when I was with foreverrockstar and they waved Hi at each other. The second time that day, I saw him with my cousin's exbf who happened to be the one I was watching Transporter 3 with. Heh. Emails were exchanged bla bla bla. Stories as well. It kept going on till I went back to school. I was positively sure that he will never ever fall in when he said "you're a great girl but don't get me wrong. I'm not into you." That made me feel super relieved man. But whyyyyyyyyy oh why did it have to be anyways? We will never escape from the awkward feelings, ever. I'm just following the flow because I've had my eyes on somebody else and he's not, I repeat NOT, my bloody ex! When I say I've moved on letting him go, I mean it buster, jan majal. Now.. It's not the way it used to be and it's better if it stays like this for a while before I act irrationally.

three;
A guy from school who most people make fun of. I will make friends with anybody if possible and that's what I did with him. I know he doesn't have any affection towards me but still what he's doing freaks me out. I know he approaches me and some other people than others, but that doesn't mean he likes me or anything. But he can be quite disturbing. Claiming someone to be yours when she's not is never a great thing to do. Like seriously. Because of that I am teased by some people. To think that they thought that I don't give a damn. I'd rather be his friend mannnn. Nothing more. Now I keep hiding myself behind friends whenever I catch sight of him. Again, it's awkward. I'm phobic when it come to those stuff. I cry if I can't take it even if it's a little tease. So please... Find yourself a new girl to fill in your empty space *which I think he did.* I'll just be the one you approach when you want someone to talk to. Just like before.

four;
This is the dude that I've been eyeing after I've decided to forget that ex. He's way far away now. It was back in April 2008 when that incident happened but too bad I've already had someone. Now it's coming back but only from my side, not his. I have this feeling that he favours his Izun friend more. Heartbreaking but there are just somethings that you can't have. I'm still unsure, right now it's a 50-50 chance of telling him the truth and say I'll leave him alone or just forgetting about it all together. Why him I keep wondering? When he's out there already.

"haha. update saja ne ehh. nnti lahh. =) awuu blajar. AAA mesti tu. untuk aku and izun. okayy? =p"

"oh my.. Brunei is such a small place.. You and izun..?? *winks* HEHE"

Nur Fa'izun Amin wrote at 11:06pm
♥ even more and more... haha.. majal

Nur Fa'izun Amin wrote at 10:56pm
(:
♥ you.

Nur Fa'izun Amin wrote at 10:16am
hey love. "eh" HAHA.. cali anak atu =P
miss you loads =)
xx.

five;
That motherfuckin' bisexual plank. I didn't actually have anything against her in the beginning, just her boyfie who happened to be my ex. Jealousy isn't the reason. He just broke up with this girl a few days coming a week or two without any rational reason and clear thinking. He thinks girls grow on trees what? Pfft. Back in school, I heard friends saying that he was with this junior girl so I came looking for him. I didn't care. That dude is a total jackass if you ask me. Then I knew the girl, turned out she was bi. Heh. She wasn't likable too so the levelmates told me. She's been hanging out at the uic table lately, and that makes the guy happy seeing me squirm. Fcuk you man. That doesn't prove anything, except the fact that you sir are not a gentleman. One day I was walking to my CCA place and I clashed with the two of them, I was ascending the stairs and they descending. When climbing, I saw the girl turn around looking at me so I was guessing that the guy told her that I was his psychotic ex. And I heard from other juniors from her batch saying that she hates me too *two thumbs up* haha I'm not the only one who hates you doll, pikir saja kau yang loner atu. I just like to intimidate her by walking closely near her or provoking her deliberately when she's nearby. She thinks that I am not courageous enough to do that huh? She's also bloody rude I tell you. One of these days I'm so going to trip her till she falls flat on the floor. Haha.

CCA time!

Apa CCA kami naah? Hahaha.. ;p hadrah x aah.. Alim bah ne, ehe..*prasan* lama menunggu urg f4 ahh, smpt g tdur.. Tiqah psg lagu 'umbrella', smgt jua ku ckit. Haha.. Zimah rajiin.. buatkan list urg yg ikut pertndingn, etc.. Kapek? ehe.. Mcm aku lah jua.. 'betasbih',- iakan Pek?? Haha.. Amal?? Nda ia.. Ia ikut club lain :( ..

Ampar Kajang

Hahaha.. Lama dh ku nda memp0st pat bl0g ane.. ;p bekulat wah.. Anyway, thnx to my twin yg lahir lain hari, lain parents, haha.. Hmm.. 'ampar kajang'. Iatah tu.. Mun nya practice march pass.. Td aku & Kapek bnrnya kn escape GP, haha.. Lps 15 mins, insaf tia kami. Msuk comp. lab, tapii.. kna ckpi.. Hahaha.. Mcm nda bdusa g tu, lintasi tcer sja w/out saying 'sorry', haha.. B4 practice smpt tdur, haha.. 'Ampar'..

January Babies ;D

Happy belated birthday to those born in January :)

1- Amirul Syafiq. Zurah Razak.
2- Qutrul Aini. Azhar Harith ♥
4- Fidz Rahman ♥
5- Nazzella.
6- Adeena Natasya.
7- An Wee Kiat (Wiki).
8- Anees PHMY. Najwan Ishak. Khazienah. Munyra.
10- Aziemah.
11- Khairiyyah. Hj Fadlullah.
12- Mu'az Taib.
14- Swee Mei Yandy Lizada Chi. Bazilah Zainal Abidin. Nisa Omar. PUSPA Day ♥

15- Shahmi Hussain.
16- Syarif Duls Zamain.
17- Aiman Rozaly.
18- Sofian Hj. Bini. Afiqah Zul ♥. Hafiz Zaili.
21- Izzat Zaini.
24- Nazirul Wafiy.
25- Hazirah Othman.
27- Sarah Jane Ward.
28- Wafiqah PHMD. Marcellino. Jamie Carragher :D
29- Nabil Othman (Billster)
30- Hazazi Mahli. Peter Crouch ♥
31- Faizah Sakinah ♥. Lee Wen Yi.

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR.

February Babies ;D

I would like to wish a happy belated, advanced and happy birthday to these wonderful people :D

1- Jate Hasbi ♥. Izzah Farzanah Ahmad ♥. Al Wani Farhanah. Ms. Ratni Ghani.

2- Mirah Hanafiah ♥

4- Hasinah Rosli.

5- Syahmi Suferi. Cristiano Ronaldo.

6- Tiah Wee Hean.

7- Ejah Aus.

9- Naj Shazalie ♥.

10- Afifah Othman 'bibah'

12- Maten Mohamad.

13- Adi Khairun.

14- Tayibah Nurul Huda Hj. Ali (Babu Nurul ♥)

15- Izah Mohammad. Mimi Zamain.

16- I-zaty Salleh. Ben.

17- Hadi Hafifi. Haziq. BIMBO Day ♥

18- Sofian jr.

19- Hj. Md. Hamiduddin Hj. Jamaluddin ♥.

22- Feeqs Rahman.

23- National Day.

25- Arin Ibrahim. Ashrie.

26- Mateen.

27- Aqil Anwar. Aqilah Ahmad. Iziee.

28- Ahmed Khairuddin.

29- Tiqah Zul ♥♥

QuizPox

More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com

whatever you like.

☻What do your friends call you?
kapek,pico,pek pek.

☻When is your birthday?
24th march 1992

☻ Are u a hard drinker?
ndaa.

☻ Beauty is..
kecantikan.

☻ Favorite Movie.
baby and i.

☻ Provide some of your choice number.
2,3,24.

☻ Name some of your favorite hang outs.
canteen,mall.

☻ Are you a party girl/boy?
kalau bedulur.

☻ Is there someone mad at you?
let me check.

☻ Name some of your friends.
nee naahh.

☻ A friend is..
a human being who will always be there whenever we are in need.

☻ What is more important? Love one? Or your Friends?
dont ask me that yet.

☻ Did a time come that you had 2 or more bf / gf?
no. i dont want it.

☻ Who was the last person you dated?
always daus.

☻ What is Love?
lovee...

☻ Is there any one of your exes and friends of yours whom you know are together now?
i dont think there's any.

☻ How about a message for your ex?
live happily ever after.apakan,haha.

☻ Say something to your bf/gf?
'iloveyou hun' xp

☻ Tag 5 people.
tiqah
nina
ain
amal
kym

after a long time i finally come back here ;)

I tagged :
1 ka je
2 amal
3 ain
4 izah
5 jeje
6 yasmin
7 fai
8 farah
9 kym

How do you know 1?
- ugama.

What would you do if you never met 2?
- how would i know?

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?
- go carzy.haha

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
- hohohoho. manasaja.

Do you think 7 is attractive?
- haha.

Do you know anything about 8's family?
- sory, no. :s

Tell me something about 9
- ya damam awal ne.

What language does 2 speak?
- kaling!

Who is 3 going out with?
- dgn sapa tu ahhhhh.c burhan kali,wawa!

How old is 4?
- brapa umur mu kn zah?wawa.

Who is 6 favourite singer?
- tanya ia.

Is 8 single?
- i think so.

What is 9 last name?
- err,uh uh...

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
- awuuu,kami gayyy!

Which school does 2 go to?
- MSPSBS.

What do you like about 3?
- ya wiper!