Tentang Aku, Kau & Dia.

selayaknya engkau tahu
betapa ku mencintaimu
kau tenangkanku dari mimpi burukku

selayaknya kau mengerti
betapa engkau ku kagumi
kau telah tinggal di dalam palung hati

betapa hancur hatiku
melihat engkau bersamanya
namun ku mencoba tuk tegar menghadapinya

jangan kau menangis lagi
tak sanggup aku melihatnya
sekarang kau pilih diriku atau dirinya

reff:
kau tuliskan cerita tentang engkau dan dia
yang membuat hatiku semakin terluka
sudah usai sudah cerita engkau dan aku
ku anggap sebagai bingkisan kalbu

ku tulis cerita tentang aku dan dia
sehingga membuatmu terluka
sudah usai sudah, jangan menangis lagi
kurasa sampailah di sini

reff: 2X
kau tuliskan cerita tentang engkau dan dia
yang membuat hatiku semakin terluka
sudah usai sudah cerita engkau dan aku
ku anggap sebagai bingkisan kalbu

2X
ku tulis cerita tentang aku dan dia
sehingga membuatmu terluka
sudah usai sudah, jangan menangis lagi
kurasa sampailah di sini

Aku Bukan Untukmu.

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya

Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku

Kenangan Terindah.

Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena

Cinta yang t'lah hilang

Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka

Sampai jantung tak berdetak

Selama itu pun aku mampu

Untuk mengenangmu

Darimu kutemukan hidupku

Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati

(Bagiku engkaulah cinta sejati)

Chorus :

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau

Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang t'lah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Chorus :

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau

Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang t'lah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Januari.

Berat bebanku

Meninggalkanmu

Separuh nafas jiwaku

Sirna...

Bukan salahmu

Apa dayaku

Mungkin benar cinta sejati

Tak berpihak

Pada kita

Reff:

Kasihku

Sampai di sini kisah kita

Jangan tangisi keadaannya

Bukan karna kita berbeda

Dengarkan....

Dengarkan lagu.....lagu ini

Melodi rintihan hati ini

Kisah kita berakhir di Januari

Bridge:

Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku

Woo....pergilah

Reff:2X

Kasihku

Sampai di sini kisah kita

Jangan tangisi keadaannya

Bukan karna kita berbeda

Dengarkan....

Dengarkan lagu.....lagu ini

Melodi rintihan hati ini

Kisah kita berakhir di Januari

*kehkehkeh. Januari? more like March. haha*

Way Back Into Love.

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

My Heart Will Go On.

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till were gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Youre here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

How To Save A Life.

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

We Belong Together.

I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you, 'cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby (We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me:"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Babyface
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song it ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby (We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'til the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together
Who I'm gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me 'til the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

Decoy.

Close your eyes and make believe

This is where you want to be

Forgetting all the memories

Try to forget love cause love's forgotten me

Well hey, hey baby, it's never too late pretty soon you won't remember a thing

And I'll be distant, the stars reminiscing

Your heart's been wasted on me

oh......oh...oh

You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you

My little decoy

Don't look so blue, you should've seen right throughI'm using you, my little decoy

My little decoy

Living life inside a dream

Time is changing everything

Forgetting all the memories

And I'm forced into you just cause you're into me

Well hey, hey baby, it's never too late

When I'm gone you won't remember a thing

But I can't stay and you know I won't wait

I was gone from the very first day

oh......oh...oh

You've never been so used as I'm using you, abusing you

My little decoy

Don't look so blue, you should've seen right throughI'm using you, my little decoy

Oh, oh.

I'm not sorry at all(not sorry at all, not sorry. no.)

I won't be sorry at all(not sorry at all, not sorry. no.)

I'd do it over again

Don't look so blue, my little decoy

You should've seen right through, my little decoy

You've never been so used, my little decoy

And so I'm using you, my little decoy

Rudy.

Ahmad Khairuddin Rosli a.k.a. Rudy or Khai or Khair or Udin or “Carrot” or Khayie (sp?) haha si Ain saja tau kali tu spellingnya. Ada lagi, Ahmad K. Harharhar. He’s the hot dude of the class, I have to admit. But that doesn't mean anything yeah. He's been a fellow classmate of mine since form1. Juniors are attracted to him! In the early years, he was called the white boy cause, yeah, he looks like one. Panat jualah anak ane but he’s cool to hang around with. He was my classmate since form one and it’s been swell. At first he was such a brat but then when you get to know him, he’s okay. He plays bball people. He’s fair and pernah itam masa form3 pasal main bball. Hahaha. And and speaking of form3, he was almost bald too! Because the tukang gunting salah gunting. Well he did say, “do what you like” or was it “do what you think is suitable”? Nyehh. Haha. Mrs. Florence used to call him Ah Chong because ada this one time he only managed to write his name as ‘Ah’ instead of ‘Ahmad’. See panat kan. Academic-wise, he's a hardworking guy. Some of his results are even higher than mine. or maybe most of it. I don't know. Haha. Like Hean, he eats alot but doesn't seem to grow fat! How envious am I. I eat alot pulang and I don't grow fat either, in fact I don't grow at all! Hahaha. Nyehh. He's a good sport too.